I'm in a strange space right now. "Hitting the wall" is probably the best description I can think of for this space. So, ultimately, I've been trying to rationalize everything that's been going on, and can't!
Stuff is just all over the place, upside down. And I can't get a grip on any part of it.
The Princess is seriously the backbone of my existence right now (probably has been for longer than I think), and that's probably compounding my dilemma. The whole reason for wanting to make head or tails of all this "stuff", is because she deserves to have me back in control of the "stuff".
But, for now, all I can say is "Stuff it"!