I seem to have run out of steam, in more ways than one. I don't have the drive I used to have with my job. Calling on clients these days bores me, mostly cause I'm tired of having to tell the baboon across the desk from me why he really needs to buy whatever it is I'm trying to sell him. Shit, if he doesn't know, he shouldn't be in the position he is. I'm tired of trying to bring in the big deals when management back at the office will look for every reason why we shouldn't pursue it. I'm tired of everyone wanting to take the glory, but not the pain....
At home it's a schlep to get anything done. Some lights need new globes - they can wait. My bar design is done, but I haven't got round to costing it, seeing if the materials I propose to use are available / affordable. The study still has not been sorted out, and apart from the kids going in there to play on the computers, or on the play station. I go in ever now and then to get another book to read......
GMans bike is throwing some oil from the front forks. Now I know i could do the repair, but can't be bothered.... maybe I should just drop it off at the shop again....
The Kazuma was running badly, so I did get around to cleaning out the air filter, and setting the carb, and now that's ok... but what an effort.....
Apart from keeping the wheels turning, I'm not getting into too much at the office. Obviously it doesn't take too much effort from me to make my numbers, but I can't be bothered to go the extra mile. Maybe it's cause they treat us like illiterate shit faced dummies anyway, so why should I care?
All in all, typing this blogg today is probably the most effort I will make for the day. Maybe I'll pop round to my buddy Alan and check if he's pulled out the old school bench yet.
Salagatle!
4 comments:
There's a few potential reasons for feeling this way...winter, the job, biorythms, the job, it-can-wait syndrome...
I think we all feel that way now and then, bro. I just wait for it to pass and then get going again. Alternatively, try and make a single change that'll get everything going again. It's amazing how just one change can regenerate you...even just taking a tonic helps sometimes.
Hey, go easy on yourself mate. Didn't you say you just had a bad dose of flu?
Chill, get better properly and then look at the things that need your attention.
Don't worry about the shit till you feel back to normal, its just more stress...
Aunty has a good point--you were just ill, so take it easy. I'm sure you don't want to have a relapse.
Hey don't feel alone we all have our up's and downs. Your up will start on the 29th !!!
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