Is it me?

It's deepseated, this anger, it's cruel, unforgiving, it's pain
Is it anger, or is it fear?
I feel it, it's there, all the time
and yet, it's not.

It's explosive, always at the wrong time
always at the wrong person....
It's hurtful, it is it's severe
and yet.... It's not. is it?

Devouring my very being, creating a fear of ? I don't know
but it's there, always there.
I can't hide from it, I don't know it
I can't see it, so, is it?

It's a fear of the unknown, a fear of the known
Is this real? In my mind? living? dead?
It's irrational, conniving, lying
But is it anything?

It's me, now and then, and it's not!
It's Confusing, destructive, annoying
It hurts the one's I love
And yet, it's me!

It is me. It is fear, and it is
Within this mind, this being, this life
There is no control, not all the time
And it is..... It's me.

It is ME! And it's angry!!!!!!!!!!